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An Existential Experience

from Sleepless Walks by A Distorted Utopia

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Track 09

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Should I believe these declarations of my clinical insanity?
Gagged and bound with their sterile tape
They cannot process my motivation, when will they ever think?
That my purpose serves theirs and theirs mine

Weakened and Lost
Trapped in my web they cry
Out for their homes
For weeping old mothers
Rabid I lust
For sweet tender sickness
Trapped under their skin
Released by my doings
The perfect murder I shall commit
To plague the minds of scientists
For decades to come
When the bones are all that's left
Until then my innocence retained

I willingly indulge in this existential exercise
I find these lies appealing, I find these thoughts deceiving
I find these shallow graves arousing and the corpse that lays within
To exploit their fragile beings fraught

I have a greater purpose
Know only unto me
Enlightened I am
I have a darker secret
Tucked away
Know only unto us

A couples devilish intent revealed
The lust in conquest
We ride the anguish and thrive in death

There is no foundation
For this paranoia they claim
I wilt away in darkness
A slave to schizophrenic thoughts
I stonewall these ideals
As the romanticized killer that I am
I am the monster they claim me to be
Unleashed upon the would now would I only kill again?

This was my perfect murder
Oh so elegantly planned
Laid forth in historical notoriety
Forevermore unsanctioned
A final wish to be disposed
Upon unconsecrated ground
They'll never get over us

These long years pass In catatonic isolation
She's long gone now I pray she meets me at the gates of Janus
I no longer identify with the human machine
These remorseful antics betray me

Unto the captors lair
These pills, they cannot reach me
My efforts of suicide are failures
Haunting me
Let me be, let me die
'I pray I leave this cesspit in a coffin'

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from Sleepless Walks, released June 26, 2016

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A solo melodic death metal project from the UK

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